Intermezzo

I am going to take a break from posting here. I’ll be back … eventually.      

You Are…

You are the center of my universe. A million ways could never explain how I feel about you. I could write you a thousand letters, each page filled with a small font just like this. Endless amounts of typed spaces filled with feelings and emotions that you so easily pull right out of me. Something [...]

Love’s Journey

For years I longed for someone to come along who understood me, someone who wanted what I did. And then I found him, though I’d known him all along. He was the man who stole my heart years ago. My soul never forgot him. We began to understand that what we had was a connection [...]

In My Eyes

Just over a year I go I would have been surprised if someone told me I’d be where I am today. I would have denied it adamantly. My own smile was not recognizable to me in the months prior to that blog post. I never intended for you to read it. But that post brought [...]

My Husband Is…

… wonderful. Today, I want to brag on my husband a bit. I want to tell you what’s so great about him. My husband is generous. He is confident with who he is. He sets the example of a hard-working man. He does so much – he is Chief Mechanic, Master Handyman, Bringer of Bacon and [...]

Your Inner Child

Honestly, you act just like a ten-year-old boy sometimes. (Thinking about “shoes” as I write this.) If you are at all familiar with the qualities of a ten-year-old (and I know you are), you know that words like “brat” come to mind immediately. On one hand, there is still a sweet boyishness, with their tousled [...]

He Loves Me

My husband, the man I chose. You were single, close to being awarded confirmed batchelor status, but after all those years of being a single man, you chose me. There is nothing that binds us together outside of ourselves and our choice to be with one another. You have promised to love me for the [...]

Spicy Love

I’m watching people, the days and life pass. I see couples and kids and dogs and bikes and summertime things that make me happy. But each passing moment has me missing you more. It seems like forever since I’ve seen you. The “we” stuff is sitting on the stove … should I be doing something [...]

Dragon Slayer

My prince, you’ve disappeared into the wilds of northern Canada and I’m here in my little East Coast kingdom. I know you’re out there dragon slaying and this princess is tending to her own little kingdom. But it just would be nice to have my prince stop by for a drink and say “good going, [...]

Can You Feel The Love

I love you. The things you do, the way you think, and the way you move. I get excited every time I am about to see you, whether it’s been months or a few hours since I’ve seen you last. You make me feel like I’ve never felt before in my life. And I don’t [...]

Nights

Most nights I’m fine. I crawl into my bed alone; I dream about faraway lands and fairy tale times and wake to another day full of potential. But some nights I’m not so fine. Sometimes I just want you to hold me, to laugh with me, to call me your sweetheart. These are the nights [...]

My dearest husband, So much of who I am today I owe to you. Do you remember the first time we were together, in that hotel room, in that little east coast town? We went from kissing, to exploring each other’s bodies, to rolling around on the bed – I was dizzy with passion. That [...]

The Best Thing

I know I don’t have much to offer. I am not rich. I am not powerful. I am not perfect in anyway. I can be difficult. I can be such a pain in the ass. I know once in a while I’m more than a little hard to handle. But… You make me feel like the [...]

I Love … You

I love you, my husband. You have no idea how much I do. I love the words you say. The moves you make. The way you hug me from behind. The way you kiss my lips.  The way you talk about life and about us. The way you’re cool and calm. The way you’re silent, [...]

Feeling Love

I feel your hands in my hair. I feel your breath on my neck. I feel your body pressed so close to mine. I feel your mouth on my throat. I feel your hands move to my back and your lips work their way up to mine. I feel you and I love it. I [...]

What Is Wanted

I need to feel your skin against mine. Your fingers sliding down my back. Touches that are ours. Your wonderful mouth that kisses me goodnight and sometimes good morning (as well as all of the blacked out parts in between goodnight and good morning). The undeniable attraction for what is wanted. Those little pleasures that [...]

How I Think

When I’m not there, do you think of me? When something’s bothering you, do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you’ve had a long hard day, do you smile knowing that soon we’ll be together and everything will seem better? When you lay down at night, do you look back and [...]

And…

And I want to massage your neck and kiss your face and hold your hand and go for a walk. And talk about the day. Talk about your day, talk about my day. Watch great movies … watch terrible movies. And tell you about the TV show I saw the night before and laugh at [...]

Rescue

I had become lost. I was in the middle of nowhere and there you were, revealing a way out, offering your hand to make the journey much easier. For a long time, I felt like I was unworthy of such rescue. But you were still there. Patiently waiting. And, instead of being ordinary apart, we [...]

I Love You and You Love Me

I love you. Not entirely because I have a reason to need to but because you are perfectly the person I want to give that love to. Not because you have been good or I have this attraction to bad boys or anything really. I just love you. No reason. No conditions. I love you [...]

Loving You

When I see problems, you see the possibilities in them. Solutions where I can only see trouble. And I am thankful for that. A shoulder to lean on. A hand to hold. A person to love. That’s you. And I am absolutely in love with you. Especially your easy-going attitude. How you say: we are [...]

Memory Lane

It was nearly eight years ago when you entered my world. I had not expected an adventure to develop. A romance. We started out superficial. Surface level. But as time went on, you became my ultimate crush. I kept this to myself, how silly it was to fall for someone over private messages. We were [...]

Patience

We were together before – years ago. It was real love; so powerful for both of us that we didn’t know how to handle it. It got weird and I split in the spring. You moved out west. The next five years were self-indulgent. I thought of you sometimes and when I did I wondered [...]

Another Day

Today is another day that I will spend too far away from you. The house is silent as I am the only one awake and as I sit here with my morning coffee I have a moment to breathe before all the activities of the day begin. The peacefulness is allowing me to think only [...]

My Love In Technicolor

Before you, my world was grey. Except, to my eyes, it was normal, this lack of colour was acceptable, relatable; my world was a lack of all that was vibrant and right. Then you entered my life, like mellow and relaxing music, like a comfortable atmosphere, you surrounded me and put me at ease, thereby [...]

Missing

I’m sitting here drinking my morning coffee, and thinking about “missing”. Missing is a strange thing that I never thought applied to my life. But, now you’ve flown away, I miss you with a fiery intensity. It burns and burns. It has no end. Missing is unfair. It creeps up sneakily behind me and leaps [...]

Right

Stripped naked and left vulnerable, when the mask is undone. No one has such an effect on me before; your very presence seems to take all my blues away. The walls just disappear with you around me. You’ve opened me up, you’ve made me smile. I see skins of myself that I’ve never seen before, [...]

More

You are more than just the man I love. You are the friend I can share my deepest secrets with. I feel that I have so much love to give and that it’s been bottled up inside me for so long. No one but you has been interested in opening the bottle to see what’s [...]

The Best Feeling

Telling you that I miss you is not something new because you already know I miss you – all the time. I can´t stop thinking about you, even if I try my hardest to think of something else. You never seem to leave my thoughts. You are my most constant memory. I think missing someone [...]

My Dream

For years I’ve dreamed of a man. The man. The one who answers to every call of my soul. The one who understands without explaining, who does without asking, who hears without words. The one whose love for me is reflected in his eyes like stars, whose touch makes me tremble, whose strength keeps me [...]

Miss With Me

It’s silly I know but I walk around with a goofy grin on my face; I bang into doors because I was so engrossed reading text messages from you and I would laugh out loud WHILE reading the same messages. I think about you and wonder what are you up to and wonder if you’re [...]

Thinking of You

  My intention was to write to you every day. But life seems to get in the way sometimes. It doesn’t mean, and you know this, that I’m not thinking about you. I miss you all of the time and I am always thinking of things I want to tell you. Everything reminds me of [...]

When I’m With You

Is this real? This feeling, this…desire to be held close to you, to have your arms encircling my waist in a never ending embrace. To feel your warm breath tickle my ear. I lose my senses as I gaze into your eyes. You stop my breath with your kisses. When I’m with you I’m protected. When [...]

The Missing Part

As I sit here at my computer typing away, I think about you and how you’re thousands of miles away. My life goes on, but you’re what is missing… everyday. I miss you. I love you.  ♥

Oh, How I Miss You

There is just something about you that makes me feel at ease and open to love. It’s hard to describe the emotion churning inside my body. It is like a delicate thunderstorm. With every text, every email, every phone call, the storm gets stronger. The lightning strikes and my body longs for you. The thunder [...]

I Love You

I love you. I love your eyes. I love your smell. I love your hair. I love your laugh. I love your skin. I love everything inside you. And I’ll try to make all the parts that I find, happy. Because you make me happy. So very much. ♥

Long Distance = Wrong Distance

Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or so, just a second in space and time, to feel close to [...]

Time and Space

I just want you to know I really dislike this experience, the often unsettling unpredictability of time and space. We spend a lot of our days and nights waiting as time shifts between the zones. We have moments together, but they’re always painfully fleeting. It will be so nice - thirty days from now - to have [...]

Long.Distance.Romance.

The distance may be great and all we have is the phone. Sometimes we stay up extremely late, like last night. Hearing your voice makes my sleepiness the next morning worth it. Emails, texting and talking will just have to make-do.   I’ll keep dreaming of us, until we can see each other again. (Christmas [...]

I Will Love You

I have accepted you for who you are. Not what you can be. All of you. And I have and will love you none the less. ♥

Time Wasted?

We spent so many years apart. Was that time wasted, or was it simply a requirement that we walk those long but merging paths first? Who knows. Maybe I didn’t have you back then but I have you now and I feel like the luckiest woman in the world. ♥

Counting The Days

My love, I cannot stand this. It is just too hard to be away from you. I am usually okay, but at times like this (especially tonight) it just becomes too much to bear. I cannot sleep tonight from thinking of you. Each day that passes makes our love for each other grow stronger. Although [...]

Written Words

It begins with the written word, your words and mine, writing separately about our lives. The lives of two people in different parts of this vast Great White North. The existence of two ultimately lonely souls. Or was it two parts of one soul separated and lost?  I miss you my love. ♥

The Only Thing I Want

The only thing I want is to be in love with you. I want to spend a lifetime just watching your mouth speaking the words that captivate me. The only thing I want is to be in love with you… to watch each day pass by like seconds on a clock that never runs. I [...]

I Miss You

I miss you so much right now… I need to feel you against me. I want to melt in your embrace. I need you so much right now… I crave your lips on my neck… And the way you whisper in my ear, that makes me weak at the knees. I want you so much [...]

Love Letters

Hello My Love, Sometimes I sit down to write you and all my thoughts about you rush into my mind at once. I think of everything in a single second but I cannot express the thoughts into words. There are flashes of how small I am standing next to you but how safe I felt [...]