Get A Room

The things that I like are vast and complicated. I like a lot of things, I like to try new things and I like to be open to different experiences. To name a few things I like: I like kissing, in fact I love kissing. Slow kisses, fast kisses, intense kisses, passionate kisses, long kisses, [...]

So Glad

Years ago, I tried so desperately to let go of you. To kick you out of my heart, my mind, my dreams. I tried my hardest. And I succeeded … for a while. I ignored the tug at my heart every time I saw little things that reminded me of you (things like white vans, [...]

He Loves Me

My husband, the man I chose. You were single, close to being awarded confirmed batchelor status, but after all those years of being a single man, you chose me. There is nothing that binds us together outside of ourselves and our choice to be with one another. You have promised to love me for the [...]

My dearest husband, So much of who I am today I owe to you. Do you remember the first time we were together, in that hotel room, in that little east coast town? We went from kissing, to exploring each other’s bodies, to rolling around on the bed – I was dizzy with passion. That [...]

The Best Thing

I know I don’t have much to offer. I am not rich. I am not powerful. I am not perfect in anyway. I can be difficult. I can be such a pain in the ass. I know once in a while I’m more than a little hard to handle. But… You make me feel like the [...]

How I Think

When I’m not there, do you think of me? When something’s bothering you, do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you’ve had a long hard day, do you smile knowing that soon we’ll be together and everything will seem better? When you lay down at night, do you look back and [...]

And…

And I want to massage your neck and kiss your face and hold your hand and go for a walk. And talk about the day. Talk about your day, talk about my day. Watch great movies … watch terrible movies. And tell you about the TV show I saw the night before and laugh at [...]

Memory Lane

It was nearly eight years ago when you entered my world. I had not expected an adventure to develop. A romance. We started out superficial. Surface level. But as time went on, you became my ultimate crush. I kept this to myself, how silly it was to fall for someone over private messages. We were [...]

Dream of Us

  I want you to be the first person I wake up to and the last person I sleep to, so I can dream of us. . . and make these dreams a real day. ♥

Happy Valentine’s Day My Love

You are miles away from me this Valentine’s Day. I miss you but I am content just to sit here with memories of you, recent and more distant. I’d given up on finding a love like ours until you came back into my life. The unexpected always strikes out of the blue, in our case [...]

Another Day

Today is another day that I will spend too far away from you. The house is silent as I am the only one awake and as I sit here with my morning coffee I have a moment to breathe before all the activities of the day begin. The peacefulness is allowing me to think only [...]

My Love In Technicolor

Before you, my world was grey. Except, to my eyes, it was normal, this lack of colour was acceptable, relatable; my world was a lack of all that was vibrant and right. Then you entered my life, like mellow and relaxing music, like a comfortable atmosphere, you surrounded me and put me at ease, thereby [...]

Hope

I sit here at home, wondering how things are going, wondering how you are doing. Wishing I could be there by your side. For you see… I miss your voice that soothed me when I was scared and shushed the rising of tears when it was time for you to go. I miss your touch [...]

Just Longing For You

Every second of my day, My body is calling for you, My mind is calling for you, My soul is calling for you, And my heart is screaming for you. It’s so much easier to be apart, when I know how long we are parted, and when that time is short. Then my body, and [...]

Missing

I’m sitting here drinking my morning coffee, and thinking about “missing”. Missing is a strange thing that I never thought applied to my life. But, now you’ve flown away, I miss you with a fiery intensity. It burns and burns. It has no end. Missing is unfair. It creeps up sneakily behind me and leaps [...]

Two Hearts

As I look out the window on this cold winter night I see the snowflakes swirling. I stare at all of the twinkling lights; they are alone in the darkness just like me. I sit here quietly thinking, remembering our last Christmas together. You sat and talked with me while I stuffed the stockings. It’s [...]

More

You are more than just the man I love. You are the friend I can share my deepest secrets with. I feel that I have so much love to give and that it’s been bottled up inside me for so long. No one but you has been interested in opening the bottle to see what’s [...]

The Best Feeling

Telling you that I miss you is not something new because you already know I miss you – all the time. I can´t stop thinking about you, even if I try my hardest to think of something else. You never seem to leave my thoughts. You are my most constant memory. I think missing someone [...]

My Dream

For years I’ve dreamed of a man. The man. The one who answers to every call of my soul. The one who understands without explaining, who does without asking, who hears without words. The one whose love for me is reflected in his eyes like stars, whose touch makes me tremble, whose strength keeps me [...]

Gift of Love

How pleasantly surprised I was to receive your gift yesterday. I mentioned something in passing and you remembered. It is one of the greatest gifts I have ever received. It is something that will make memories last forever. Thank you so much. But did you know it is your gifts of words I hold closest [...]

Miss With Me

It’s silly I know but I walk around with a goofy grin on my face; I bang into doors because I was so engrossed reading text messages from you and I would laugh out loud WHILE reading the same messages. I think about you and wonder what are you up to and wonder if you’re [...]

Thinking of You

  My intention was to write to you every day. But life seems to get in the way sometimes. It doesn’t mean, and you know this, that I’m not thinking about you. I miss you all of the time and I am always thinking of things I want to tell you. Everything reminds me of [...]

Memories

I’m so very glad you commented on my blog that day in July; it allowed us the opportunity to begin again. Even though it was necessary for us to walk separate paths, I’m delighted our paths have merged into one and we continue the journey together. When I first heard this song on the radio, back [...]

When I’m With You

Is this real? This feeling, this…desire to be held close to you, to have your arms encircling my waist in a never ending embrace. To feel your warm breath tickle my ear. I lose my senses as I gaze into your eyes. You stop my breath with your kisses. When I’m with you I’m protected. When [...]

Why Do I Love You?

Oh, how many things I could say that are perfect reasons as to why I love you. I shall only name a few and leave the rest to the mind’s imagination: I love your smile; So genuine, so playful. It makes me want to run straight into your arms, just so I can be with [...]

Oh, How I Miss You

There is just something about you that makes me feel at ease and open to love. It’s hard to describe the emotion churning inside my body. It is like a delicate thunderstorm. With every text, every email, every phone call, the storm gets stronger. The lightning strikes and my body longs for you. The thunder [...]

Long Distance = Wrong Distance

Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or so, just a second in space and time, to feel close to [...]

Time and Space

I just want you to know I really dislike this experience, the often unsettling unpredictability of time and space. We spend a lot of our days and nights waiting as time shifts between the zones. We have moments together, but they’re always painfully fleeting. It will be so nice - thirty days from now - to have [...]

Long.Distance.Romance.

The distance may be great and all we have is the phone. Sometimes we stay up extremely late, like last night. Hearing your voice makes my sleepiness the next morning worth it. Emails, texting and talking will just have to make-do.   I’ll keep dreaming of us, until we can see each other again. (Christmas [...]

I Will Love You

I have accepted you for who you are. Not what you can be. All of you. And I have and will love you none the less. ♥

Time Wasted?

We spent so many years apart. Was that time wasted, or was it simply a requirement that we walk those long but merging paths first? Who knows. Maybe I didn’t have you back then but I have you now and I feel like the luckiest woman in the world. ♥

Counting The Days

My love, I cannot stand this. It is just too hard to be away from you. I am usually okay, but at times like this (especially tonight) it just becomes too much to bear. I cannot sleep tonight from thinking of you. Each day that passes makes our love for each other grow stronger. Although [...]

Written Words

It begins with the written word, your words and mine, writing separately about our lives. The lives of two people in different parts of this vast Great White North. The existence of two ultimately lonely souls. Or was it two parts of one soul separated and lost?  I miss you my love. ♥

The Only Thing I Want

The only thing I want is to be in love with you. I want to spend a lifetime just watching your mouth speaking the words that captivate me. The only thing I want is to be in love with you… to watch each day pass by like seconds on a clock that never runs. I [...]

Love Letters

Hello My Love, Sometimes I sit down to write you and all my thoughts about you rush into my mind at once. I think of everything in a single second but I cannot express the thoughts into words. There are flashes of how small I am standing next to you but how safe I felt [...]

And I Miss You

You’d flown away with your mended wings, years earlier. I never thought I’d see you again. Then you came back. I was old, hobbled and tired. You asked me if I’d still have you, with your old wings and silver hair. It wasn’t age that I saw in that moment. It was timelessness.   ♥